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I've been hesitant to post this...it's the infamous post about The Spaniard. I promised so here it is people. El es un muy guapo hombre! Thank you I know a little espanol. Enough not to get lost in some janky Mexican city and end up bare ass on a jail floor....off topic a bit but you get my drift.

Soooooo, The Spaniard is more than a pretty face and well he really is The Spaniard by default since he was born in a little obscure country off the northeast coast of Africa called Tunisia. That would make him Tunisian by all accounts but I’m all about consistency around these parts and since I learned (or listened better) this after my first post about him and already named him The Spaniard, it is what it is.

Long story incredibly short he was born and lived a little in Tunisia but was raised most of his life in Spain. Digressing!

Anywho, I’m off the market. Not by choice either and it feels like a little part of me curled up and died to no longer say ....I’m single. Should this affect my facebook status? I fought the good fight though but in the end The Spaniard called my bluff during random conversation he was like you’re my girl right.

Way to blind spot me buddy we weren’t talking relationship. I didn’t react immediately which is never a good sign. I mean I like him more than the other gents I was (past tense) seeing but relationships/commitments aren’t my forte.

Peculiar spot that rock and a hard place with very little time to analyze an answer I just said of course. Of course, fate sealed. Ohhhhh I watched, writhing in pain might I add, my freedom sink to the bottom of the sea never to be seen by the light of day.

And really it's a shame, the summer is coming (I have a bit of a sweet tooth) and I’m gonna try with all my might to resist the delectable candy before me but there really are no guarantees. Wilde said it best, I can resist anything but temptation. If this were the winter I’d handle this a bit better but oh God the flesh is weak.

Nurse Friend posed the question how could I possibly consider traveling with this person across seas if I wasn’t gonna give it a true go? Easy, it’s called free excursion to Spain which is pretty much the travelgasm of all vacations to me. If I never mentioned it before I’ve always wanted to go to Spain. I missed out on an awesome opportunity during school due to fear (other students not me) for traveling shortly after 9-11.

All jokes aside though, she’s right (no one mention that to her). Especially since The Spaniard wants to intro me to all the relatives…but as I’ve mentioned before relatives heart me except that one granny and well I really can’t blame her for that one. To go under false pretenses would be incredibly insensitive on my part. I do like him folks, don’t get me wrong but I have my daddy’s blood cycling through my veins and commitment/relationships require a non wandering eye with a touch of emotional vulnerability that I’m not sure I possess.

What am I to do folks.....did I mention the summer is coming?

3 Pardon My French:


Ohhhh Chao, you know my style...I'm the wrong Diva to ask. Enjoy your journey, and when gets too be too much, suffocating, stiffling, ball & chain feeling...cut him...

Until then, have fun & live in the moment....

awe, hell, who am I kidding...Summer is coming!!!!!

cardiogirl said...

Ooh, this is a dicey one.

If I were the Spaniard and I was going to take you sort of halfway around the world to meet my fam and then I found out we were not exclusive I would be a wet hornet.

On the other hand, if you were to mention to him that it feels like a strong commitment to meet his family -- in another country -- and then you split, I would just be a sad hornet.

If I were the Spaniard. Which I'm not.

Now if I were a rich man,
Ya ha deedle deedle, bubba bubba deedle deedle dum

Please tell me you are not too young to know where the reference comes from. Just lie to me, okay?

Chaotically Calm said...

@Diva, the good diva on my shoulder tells me that I should try to be as good to him as he is to me but the bad diva on my shoulder says gurrrrllll the summer is coming! I will keep you posted on who wins.

@CG, Ha ha I get the reference Fiddler right? Of course the first time I heard this it was a dance hall reggae mix and the version was changed to rich girl but same same.

Basically what you're saying is I am setting myself up to get stung...I hear hornet stings leave a nasty bruise....


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